the boys I mean are not refined

This morning I registered for winter classes and signed my insanity card by officially declaring my mechanical engineering/electrical engineering double major. There are maybe a dozen people who get through Rose with a double major each year, so we'll see how this goes. shoot me now

In other news, I'm failing calculus & have an exam next period. But then it's fall break, so I get three glorious days of sleeeeep. ♥ And I'm wearing my awesome navy girl!Dean jacket and brand-new motorcycle boots and, not gonna lie, feeling just a little kickass.

Also, pictures of boys at the airport make me smile a lot. Jensen needs to wear that jacket all the time.

I know some of you are serious television addicts, but the only show I watch consistently is Supernatural. I used to love NCIS but haven't watched at all this season; I love Castle but keep missing it. I know there are a million and one shows that have ended or are still on the air that I would love, so this is where I need you! Guide me, wise flist! Or something like that.

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Please note that I am very easily swayed by picspams of pretty actors. :D

Who else can't wait for the Glee preview tonight?? I'm absolute in love with their version of Don't Stop Believing. ♥

asdfkljdsl SO HAPPY OMG. Here is a rundown of the past thirty-six hours in list format, because I am anal retentive like that:

PRO: A three-hour softball practice of nothing but batting. YES. I may be a shitty fielder, but when I'm feeling on top of things, give me an Easton and I will jack some bombs.
CON: The inch-long blisters along my thumb and heel of my palm. DNW. (However, I am stupidly pleased with the way my entire right scapula is one huge bruise, plus a few little ones on my shoulders. I love the thunk when you finish your swing and feel the bat hit you just right and you just know it was good.)

PRO: The best pizza I have ever had. I've heard so many people talk about Church Street Pizza, but I hadn't tried it. Clearly, this is why my life was formerly unfulfilled.
CON: It was used as a bribe to get me to show up at Sadie Hawkins. It's okay, we were there for twenty minutes, signed in to get free dress on Monday, and then booked it. Yay for cheating the system!

PRO: Spending six hours in J's hot tub, which is inset into the enormous pool. Honestly, I will never get used to the idea that I have friends who are wealthy, but it was so nice. Even if I did lose at five fingers twenty times.
AND THEN. We were talking about nicknames and he mentioned that since his initials are J.J., his swim team calls him J-squared. I KIND OF DIED. Fandom/RL is the crackiest slash ever.

And so after spending all night in a hot tub, I got up at six to drive up to Princeton because C, my best friend from Idaho, was visiting the campus and we haven't seen each other in two years. LOVE. Oh god, I don't care if everyone thinks Idaho is a) the lamest place ever, b) Iowa, or c) nonexistent, I miss it so badly. We spent the afternoon together before her flight left & it's so hard to leave again.

AND NOW BOYS. Jared saying he would date Dean & working with Colin on Sam's characterization. Misha being generally hilarious and cracky and utterly loveable (plz to be stalking me, btw!). Jensen & Danneel acting adorable together. Needing to shave Not have time to shave because of certain ~*special morning activities. I want to just squish them all! There are pictures here & here, and I leave you with this:

FUCK ME PLZ. UGH HIS THROAT. THE BRACELETS & RING. THAT STUPID VEST. Jensen Ackles, if you ever get tired of the toppy 6'4" manbeast and your Maxim model girlfriend? I AM TOTALLY AVAILABLE.

Yeah, that's all. ♥

ajkfdlkjsaf Someone you might have been IS OVER. And fleshflutter broke me. If you haven't finished it yet... well, I have no idea why you're reading this instead.

Went to IKEA this morning - you guys, I could spend DAYS wandering around and decorating my imaginary loft with their stuff. I just - I NEED all of it! It's essential that I have picture frames in every color of the rainbow! (...which I may or may not have actually bought SHUT UP.)

The downside to being good and not spending money at IKEA is that now Threadless is having a $5 sale. I am usually so good with money, really, but the combination of these two forces? I'm doomed. I already have Living in Harmony, but now I want The Art of Conversation & Rock Is Dead & Movies: Ruining the Book. Although, haha, lots of death and black, which is very much not me. I would want Keep It Simple if the shirt were another color. And yeah, I also kind of want the spoiler shirt, but I'd feel way too guilty to ever wear it, so.
...I haven't bought new clothes since 2008, don't judge.

I also want a Rose-Hulman sweatshirt, but I can't let myself buy it until I know I can go there. This whole you're-in-but-we-won't-tell-you-how-much-money-we'll-give-you thing really sucks.

Since I'm stuck on my dad's computer while my laptop is being taken apart in California, I'm trying to find a clean version of PSP8, but no luck. Any help, please??

I'm still a little confused, but life seems to be good? It really shouldn't be, but I've been ridiculously happy. Which is maybe just hormones, but I'm not complaining!

Spent last weekend down in Blacksburg with family and went hunting. ( Not of the supernatural variety. ) I know that hunting makes a lot of people uncomfortable (hence the cut). But I'm finding that there are a LOT of misconceptions about it - like that we waste good meat or ignore injuries or that overpopulation's just an excuse. And that frustrates me. I think a part of hunting is helping other people understand that it's a social and economic necessity in some areas. For the record, I'm totally open to answering any questions here.

As of Tuesday, my 26-hour cells lab YES over one full day of my life WASTED goddamnit is DONE. And today I took the test and failed but whatever, it's all over with!

ANYWAY. Enough srs bzns. Plz to be noticing androgynous!Kristen Stewart.

EDIT: OH MY GOD MY MOTHER IS WATCHING JENSEN'S EYE OF THE TIGER RIGHT NOW. ON REPEAT. AM DYING.