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marenziPossibly triggering, but this is a happy post.
Last weekend, my best friend & I walked down to the football field long past midnight and sat in the grass. We were just tipsy enough to keep warm. And I finally told him, the first person I've ever told, that I had been raped.
And this boy - this boy knows me better than anyone ever has, and I will love him forever for not saying anything. He just pulled me to him and held me while I talked. And really, after months of agonizing about if I could do this... it was okay. It was good, even. Because I'd reconciled this with myself, but the thought of anyone else knowing terrified me. And now he does, and it's still okay.
I am just in such a good place right now. ♥
Last weekend, my best friend & I walked down to the football field long past midnight and sat in the grass. We were just tipsy enough to keep warm. And I finally told him, the first person I've ever told, that I had been raped.
And this boy - this boy knows me better than anyone ever has, and I will love him forever for not saying anything. He just pulled me to him and held me while I talked. And really, after months of agonizing about if I could do this... it was okay. It was good, even. Because I'd reconciled this with myself, but the thought of anyone else knowing terrified me. And now he does, and it's still okay.
I am just in such a good place right now. ♥
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